Post by Red on Jan 26, 2013 22:01:22 GMT -5
He supposes now, as an afterthought, that sixty-three years is just a tad bit late for a welcome-home party.
Better late than never.
After years of living in the dark, Red is not surprised to fall upon the knowledge that nearly all of his family has died. It’s a truth that nearly every individual must come to accept by their old age, and at almost 83 years old, Red has taken the weight surprisingly well. But not all is nearly as lost as it is out of reach. The true discovery lies when he finds that his destination does not rest anywhere close to home—overseas in the land of the Portuguese. Weeks before, Red had furrowed his brow in thought once he had gained this knowledge. Even as a boy, there had been little that Liam would do that was without some reason behind it (no matter how small that reason may be,) and Red had already summed up a few ideas as to why.
Possibly his ex-wife, possibly his son. Possibly everything that had ever went wrong.
There is little left for him to pack, because Red decides early on that this will not be an extended vacation, and the flight that he books is one that is painfully scheduled, in hopes that he can beat the change before night. When he was just 20, being flown overseas for the first time, Red had been terrified of the thought of a giant metal contraption over water—moreso than he had been of fighting in the war, of killing and being killed. It matters little to him now, and when he finally steps out of his front door, locking it before he leaves home, Red exhales a heavy sigh in preparation for the journey ahead.
In the end, he supposes, the Azores cannot be too different than any other place that he has been.
Besides the fact that it is undeniably beautiful, heavily populated and still a remarkable sight for any pair of wandering eyes. The flight passes quickly for him, entertained by the whispers and murmurs of the other passengers on board. Some speak of vacation, others speak of home. Some are as silent as a woodland night, and somewhere in the back, a baby cries. It is all left behind sooner rather than later. The air outside is fresher than it is at Boston—and as he travels the city, even the waves that crash against the shores and the docks feels different, new. But the life that Liam has created here, whatever life it may or may not be, could not be so perfect as this. His shoes are loud in his ears as he walks alone, shaking his head to the beating of his own wardrums.
One could never escape forever, Red knows this more than anyone else. But it’s a discussion for later, he decides. He books himself as cheap of a hotel as possible in Ponta Delgada while the night is still young, creating as good of a trap for himself as he can to keep himself there.
When the hours pass and it’s time to rise, the journey comes near to an end.
Liam’s residence is just where he had expected it to be—close enough to the ocean to see and experience the waters. After re-checking the address that he had scribbled down onto a slip of paper and deciding that it’s correct, he strides forward much more confidently. And it is, of course, unlocked. The door shuts quietly behind him, and inside, it is quiet. He steps lightly through, rolling his sleeves up just before making the final decision to sit on the couch, breathing a heavy sigh and leaning back in exhaustion.
And that is it, his grand entrance—the big finale to his sixty-three years of presumed death. It takes place in the livingroom of an unknowing cousin, and Red can only hope now that the man who had once been that wobbly-kneed fourteen year old boy would be just as welcoming.
Better late than never.
After years of living in the dark, Red is not surprised to fall upon the knowledge that nearly all of his family has died. It’s a truth that nearly every individual must come to accept by their old age, and at almost 83 years old, Red has taken the weight surprisingly well. But not all is nearly as lost as it is out of reach. The true discovery lies when he finds that his destination does not rest anywhere close to home—overseas in the land of the Portuguese. Weeks before, Red had furrowed his brow in thought once he had gained this knowledge. Even as a boy, there had been little that Liam would do that was without some reason behind it (no matter how small that reason may be,) and Red had already summed up a few ideas as to why.
Possibly his ex-wife, possibly his son. Possibly everything that had ever went wrong.
There is little left for him to pack, because Red decides early on that this will not be an extended vacation, and the flight that he books is one that is painfully scheduled, in hopes that he can beat the change before night. When he was just 20, being flown overseas for the first time, Red had been terrified of the thought of a giant metal contraption over water—moreso than he had been of fighting in the war, of killing and being killed. It matters little to him now, and when he finally steps out of his front door, locking it before he leaves home, Red exhales a heavy sigh in preparation for the journey ahead.
In the end, he supposes, the Azores cannot be too different than any other place that he has been.
Besides the fact that it is undeniably beautiful, heavily populated and still a remarkable sight for any pair of wandering eyes. The flight passes quickly for him, entertained by the whispers and murmurs of the other passengers on board. Some speak of vacation, others speak of home. Some are as silent as a woodland night, and somewhere in the back, a baby cries. It is all left behind sooner rather than later. The air outside is fresher than it is at Boston—and as he travels the city, even the waves that crash against the shores and the docks feels different, new. But the life that Liam has created here, whatever life it may or may not be, could not be so perfect as this. His shoes are loud in his ears as he walks alone, shaking his head to the beating of his own wardrums.
One could never escape forever, Red knows this more than anyone else. But it’s a discussion for later, he decides. He books himself as cheap of a hotel as possible in Ponta Delgada while the night is still young, creating as good of a trap for himself as he can to keep himself there.
When the hours pass and it’s time to rise, the journey comes near to an end.
Liam’s residence is just where he had expected it to be—close enough to the ocean to see and experience the waters. After re-checking the address that he had scribbled down onto a slip of paper and deciding that it’s correct, he strides forward much more confidently. And it is, of course, unlocked. The door shuts quietly behind him, and inside, it is quiet. He steps lightly through, rolling his sleeves up just before making the final decision to sit on the couch, breathing a heavy sigh and leaning back in exhaustion.
And that is it, his grand entrance—the big finale to his sixty-three years of presumed death. It takes place in the livingroom of an unknowing cousin, and Red can only hope now that the man who had once been that wobbly-kneed fourteen year old boy would be just as welcoming.